I’m currently in one of those mood swings which makes me feel too terrible to want to do anything. I’m nip-picking and I’m feeling awful and lousy. Fat, ugly, round, short, dumb, unworthy of friends. Everything is piling on top of me all at once. I’m lonely but there’s really nothing much you can do because i’m always the one in control of the situation, i’m always the one trying to salvage problems myself. When can you ever make me feel like its alright to depend on you? I’m in a relationship seeking for security, I’m giving it all away but getting none back. This is tiring.
In French, you don’t really say, “I miss you.”
You say, “Tu me manques,” which is closer to, “You are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb or an organ, or blood. I cannot function, without you.
(via vitre0us)
